I
was hired to write children’s curriculum for a after-school bible club that
meets in public schools. Yep, you heard
me right – PUBLIC schools. Currently
clubs are being held in 30 schools throughout the greater Birmingham area. These are mostly unchurched children – about 2000. Wow.
Praise God.
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I
was actually first hired to do recruitment – which falls much more in line with
my natural talents – tapping into public speaking, etc. But as the Lord would have it (and trust me,
it was definitely God), I ended up writing the curriculum.
Second and third grade is printed, fourth and fifth grade curriculum is now
being prepped for press. It’s been a huge project and my attentions have been
spread thin between college, School of Spiritual Direction, and now coaching
school.
So
how does this fit into my spiritual journey?
One,
I did not want to do this. I begged God to find someone else, or even to
bring me help. My pleading went much like Moses
at the burning bush, “But Lord! This isn’t
my strength!” And much like Gideon, “I’m
nobody! The least of the least, send someone else.” God completely ignored my
whining.
Two,
I’ve never been called upon to do something so outside my comfort zone. Additionally, I’ve never felt this
incompetent in my life. Typically, I
have confidence in my abilities – this took me to a whole other level. I have
been completely, and I mean completely
dependent on God. Nothing has come easy
with this project. It’s been very much
like finding my way around a pitch black room.
Three,
I’ve learned through this experience that God will call us out of our comfort
zone and ask us to do things that we literally can’t do. But He can. It’s amazing to see it transpire – to get
positive feedback – and some confirmation along the way.
Like Gideon, God whittled his army down to
300 men, and they won the battle by crashing clay jars, holding up torches, and blowing trumpets –
God did the rest. Incredible.
Gideon could boast in nothing but the
Lord.
Neither can I. That must be the point.
I’ve
heard people say that when God calls you to do something it will fall in line
with your strengths and spiritual gifts.
When God calls you to do something it will be rewarding and fulfilling
and will bring you great joy.
Hmmmm. Not so sure that is always the case. Wonder what Moses or Gideon would
say?
This
I am sure of, God can and will use whoever He wants for whatever He wants. It’s about Him and His purposes. Whether the task or assignment is joyful is
hardly the point. The point is that He
gets the glory.
I’m
reasonably happy with the curriculum. I
don’t think it’s nearly as phenomenal as Sally Lloyd-Jones’ book, “The Jesus
Storybook Bible.” But I can confidently
say that it is better in theological content than
most children’s curriculum I’ve reviewed.
But really, God remains the judge on this. It’s His work from start to finish. I was just the “nobody” He selected for the
task.
I also know, that as I have piloted this curriculum with a group of boys the past three years, God has stirred a spiritual hunger and awareness in them that blows me away. They are getting it. Whoa.
Aslan is definitely on the move.
I'm not sure how God will use all of this. But, me
thinks God and I will share great laughter and rejoicing over this one
day. Perhaps with many children who came
to know Christ through Discovery Clubs. Looking forward to eternity.
Love is what
matters most to God. How we love others
is the true test of our spiritual condition.
No, scratch that, how we love the
most difficult people in our lives is the true gauge of our spiritual
condition. 
